Variety of moods @ Jul 16, 2010 ; 9:41 AM
Left deadly again.
Haiz, there's reasons for lefting here so dusty.
This month, not a great mood.
I've been go through quite a few things in this month which lefts me tears on my bed every nights.
Beginning of July,
Grandma passed away.
Mum and relatives have well self ready for the day to come.
But not me.
Things happened too speedy, I was shocked to heard my beloved grandma passed away after suffering from 10years sickness.
I understand it's a release for her, it just I can't accept she's now really gone, like forever. Left me nothing but not willing to let go her.
Took 2 days compassionate leave, helping the family (actually we grandchildren didn't really help, adult was doing the things.) for anything, but mind set still can't let got all the memories between my grandma and me.
Grandpa never cried all the while funeral last for 3 days, but I know he's tearing inside his heart. Cause I was too, deeply.
She's loves to take me to the morning market at Perak when I was small,
she always buy me many beautiful dresses when I was small,
she uses to cheer me up whenever I was down,
those memories would never flush away, forever, ever.
Guess I need quite a long time to wait til the wound recover.
Grandma rest in peace, I love you.
Yet blessing I still have friends' supports all the way I go through in the month.
Everyone giving out caring tones no matter in phone calls, messages, fb etc.
I've experience human being's life goes through death around me before, that's why I can't take it and it's hardly to go through.
Without guys' concern, I wouldn't pass through all these myself.
Thanks, and appreciation.
Else than grandma's funeral, nothing special but meeting my subang gang like after years? haha. jk lol ;p
The last met was quite awhile (actually it's only a few weeks ago), therefore we meet out for usual activities, we gossiping, movie, lunch, dinner.
Wondering when will be the trip going on -.-
And, so far I've been alive in Air Asia for more than a month, guess I'm not that afraid of doing check in counter as previously.
I enjoy my job, I enjoy the interaction between passengers, I enjoy the well being with colleagues, I enjoy my life every single minutes. :)
*but still passengers pissed me off sometimes. Really sometimes only larh.
Ever since Air Asia upgraded their system, damn I have to learn things all over again. Everyone went training on how to deal with the stupid new system but me. Cause I'm new, but I'll tried to discover the system with the big help of my cutie mentor. Imma now can check in passengers well and not to say great, but kinda good :)
(as long as I don't have to see those complicated visa larh)
Convocation is there in this coming Sunday.
I'll be wearing gown with purple scaft :)
I can't wait it, it like, so much :D
*And I can't wait to show off my just curl and dye hair to my beloved college
friends XD (*evil smile)
Some pic will posts next time I blog.
I'll make sure it won't be very long.
So, let's be patient ya and see guys around soon.
Readers, what's your mood this month?
XOXO mixed feelings